2010. almost there.

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?

i'm falling in love with tufts university. <3

walk to remember.

best.
movie.
ever.

break=almost over.

oh my. next monday school starts again. D:

today i went to teh mall to watch sherlock holmes with angela and allen! fun stuff. :D

before i graduate. i want to:

1. go on a blind date. just to have the experience. and the thrill.
2. co-ed sleepover! :D
3. hug a very hot guy.
4. get a date for a dance
5. ask someone to sadies!

i dont think 4&5 will happen this year. HAHAH. but this is a before i graduate list. so i still got like 2 years? woohoott.

its chrsitmas eve!

yesterday was wednesday movie madness + IC potluuuuuuuk. (:

it was soo much fun. i just wish my brother wasnt bugging the three of us throught the whole day. luckly my dad came early, adn toook him out to sam's club and whatnot.

we watched pokemon -___- and then wizards and then tinkerbell. (: but then isabel couldnt stay ovvvvver. but now we have spring break plans. :D BAHAHAH.

IC banquet was fun. YAY for attaching files, laughing, making wierd noices, and stealing blankets. :D

now starts 4 days of family fun! and it didnt start out that great. my brother started fighting already wiht my padres. SO me and my mom are makng plans to get out of the house. HAHHAH


i really want to watch sherlock holmes on monday. >O

dont forget them college projects.

YAY. for formal heels shopping. ;]

horoscopes are interesting

i wish they sorta come true at times. just the ones i like though. HAHHAH

im letting lose. and just having fun. and im sorta forgetting everythign thats happend this week. (: besides its just ONE week. in A life time right? no big deaaals. :D

but what i dont understand is my sudden change of mind. my "whatever. i can do whatever i want" mood. and i guess its helping. in a way? i think its becuase im slowly letting go. subconsciecly. LOLS. but paley thinks i shouldnt. he wants me to hold on.

iderknow. imma just follow my heart. (: and not live in the past.

wow. drastic change from those two DEPREESSSING posts. lols. moody much archie? x]

things im looking forward too:
1. talent show meeting tomorrow, and then park play
2. wednesday movie madness con isabel and allen
3. xmas party with anusha?
4. sleepover with isabel. NO GUYS. AHHAHA

:D dont forget them college projects, loves!

oh! i never told you abotu that interesitng horoscope. bahaha. actually w.e its oaky. i dont think you'll care anwyays. x]

a smile can hide a lot.

i'm always gonna be the one person left out. always. theres always more prettier. or more gorgeous. or more beautiful girls out there. and i'll always just be in the shadow. its just a given. and its starting to really bug me now. last year. i didnt care that much. i dont know why. but this year i do. you know why? cus i see a patern coming along. i dont want this to happen to me. but its going.

i was looking at all those prettiful pictures that people take before a dance. and i saw this one picture with 4 girls. and i was like "aw. thats kinda sad that they dont have dates. they went stag". and now i realize. that im gonna replace one of those girls.

school is just reaally really sucky right now. on the good note, my grades are going up. except in spanish. but i can raise that up. does that mean i see a 4.0 comign this semester?

UGH. i cant stop thinking about freaking formal season. my mood is complete OPPOSITE from last year. i sorta dont wanna go now. i kinda agree with angel on this one "theres no one to get prettied up for" -__- its just not gonna happen.

so i guess i shouldnt go. who cares if i dotn go to all the high school dances. its not like im gonna get an award or something. --x its just me saying "i've gone to each and everyone......stag". FML. that sounds so loner-ish. so i can just say "i went to a lot of dances" big difference --x

unless something miraculous happens. or i have a drastic change of mind. im not going this year.

what a perfect way to start winter break eh?

"there's no such thing as a miracle"

sometimes xmas spirit just isnt enough

so today was our human free-response. enough said. it was horrible. and everyone basiclally died. well all of pd 3 did. T_T

and then i see my spanish grade dropping. every day.

and i see my hopes being crushed every time. i hate believing or hoping in something. and then something happens. and your like. "oooh okay. this isnt gonna happen anymore" and you sorta get sad. but i get kinda pissed at myself. like its my fualt i believed in the first place. and its just learning to keep your expectations really really low. so when anything happens its like ":O no way! i cant believe it :D"

but honestly. im a girl. and girls believe. and i just cant get myself to do have low expectations. but NOT doing it hurts me even more when crash. the impact is just harder. but you would expect to get used to falling down, and getting up right? WRONG. it hurts the same every single time.

and i honestly just dont know what to do. like its just like "stop believing" but thats never gonna happen. so im just screwing myself over. and its hurting me. thats it.

i've also given up on 11.11 wishes. i'm such a boring depressing person now. im disappointed in myself.

its like "shree! shake out of it. and get up. and walk it off" but thats not gonna happen either. its easier said then done.

and im just going through a lot of things right now. so if i get mad at you. or shout at you. im truly am sorry.

and i also realized this week. that my life right now is pretty boring. and plain. its the same schedule. and i sorta gettign tired off it. theres no excitiement. or surprise. or fun.

"i found out that there's no such thing as a miracle"

theres a lot you can hide behind a smile.

have you ever?

so i was on aim. as usuall. and i read jennifer ding's status message. and i connected immedieatly. like i so felt it. HAHAH

"Did u ever lay your head down on the shoulder of a good friend? And then had to look away somehow? Had to hide the way u felt for them? Have u ever prayed the day would come u'd hear them say they felt it too. Did u ever love somebody who never knew?"

and i IMed and her and asked if it was lyrics to a song. but she never IMed back.

and i just had this urge to post it on blog. so one day, i can look back on this. (:

siggh. :D

GO WATCH UP ON FRIDAY. AT THE MPR. (: its free.

i cant waaaaaaaaaait for friday. its gonan be new moon! WOHOT. with allen paley and claudine. what fun. (: IM SHO SHO SHO SHO EXCITED.

you know whats NOT exctiting? formal season. its brining my hype down. oh dear. but im still gonna go. HAHHA.

and now i have to go. because im working on aphg stuff. (: how fun! --x

i love you forever. forever is over

:O im stuck on "love drunk ACUSTIC" its so beautiful. especially the guitar part.

and i really really like the line "i love you forever. forever is over" its really saddening. but i just feel connected somehow to that line. x]

today i taught isabel how to ride a bike. with paley, ralph, allen, angel, and zosa. (:

formal season is startign to bore me. HAHAH. no one has asked/gotten asked yet. and im just losing the hype of it. x]

my grades are dropping. D: gah. i need to raise them back up before semester ends. i want that 4.0 and im pretty close.

friday is almost here. :D UP and NEW MOON, :D what a night. teehee.

we got lots of them. LOTS AND LOTS.

formal season!

today was actually pretty fun! :D i was productive. but it didnt seem like it.

(:

formal season is here! :D guys start asking.

congradualations to:
chris&ralph&isabel&marissa :D

so today i went to the temple. adn i was sittign in the back just reading aphuman stuff. adn when i was comign home, my mom told me that the lady she was sitting next to thought i was really prettty. (: adn that made me happy. cus not many ppl say that. HAHAHA.

life has so many surprises. :D

new moon and up this friday! EXCITED MUCH.

"she secretly wanted him as well"

vegas! :D

OMG.. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. (: we basically shopped. HAHH

thursday-drove TO vegas. so much freaking traffic. -_-

friday-MIDNIGHT MADDNESS SHOPPING. omg. it was crazy. 12-4 am. adn then we slept. and then went more shopping. so like 12 pm-5 pm. and then we had lunch T__T so freaking late. we had lunch at like 5.30 and then we went to this "tournemnt of kings" it was show at exalibur. IT WAS SO GOOD. those kings were pretty hot. ;D HAHHA.

saturday- we were gonna leave at 12. -_- but then it got delayed to 3. so we left at like 3.30 and there was so much traffic. like RIDICULOUS amount of traffic. it took us 30 min to go 4 miles. T________________________T but yeah. we stopped at barstow for more outlet mall shopping! and then we drove home.

nice weekend eh. (:

so sunday! im gonna finish hw. then watch movies. or clean up my closet. i have so much clothing. and i bought so much more. so i need to like trhow some out. and what not. gah

this week is gonna be crazy! (:

actually nevermind. i thought this week had a crazy tuesday. ,btu thats NEXT week. -_-

uhm. anyting to look forward too? uh
a bunch of quizzes.

OH. FORMAL FASHION SHOW. (: and then that evening NEW MOON. :D

okay thats abotu it i guess.

(:

i love 104.3 my fm. :D

:D

I FOUND ONE PERSON WHO READ THIS THRRRRRRING. (: YAY SHIVANTI. :D

hahha. i just had to say that. hahha.

im really bad at blogging now. but not as bad as cluadine. ahhah. she blogs like once a month. xD

ITS THANKSGIVING! :O and im going to vegas in like 25 minutes. xD

since i had to cancel my thanksgiving plans, i moved them all to winter break! so now i have winter break plans. (: YAY.

im really excited

vball banquet was fun. i uploaded all the pictures! :D

im in love wiht "the greatest story ever told" by oliver james <3

OMG. FORMAL SEASON. ALMOST HERE. :O IM SO EXCITED. heeehehee. (:

okay. nothing more i can write. hahah :D

lo siento

sorry for all the emo posts. xD


okay! im back to myself again. (: which means more pointless posts. and my wonderful rants. so so so!

i went to the ortho yesterday. i might have to get bottom braces again. ): oh joy. that one stupid teeth isnt moving. FLASHBACK. i didnt wear my retainers. so one of my tooth moved. so i got new retainers to try to fix it. but its going really slow. so my ortho lady was like. i might just bracket it. so it'll go a lot faster. OKAY. BACK TO REALY DAY. (: adn she was like it'll take like three months. and i was like NO. IM GONNA LOOK UGLY AGAIN. ): and i wont have it out before formal. so i made a deal with her. if i do have to get bottom oones, it'll be after formal. but during sadies. ): not coool. but to prevent even getting brackets, imma wear my retainers every day. so please dont make fun of me. xD

ive been going through a lot of unncesscary thinking. hence the emo moments. please just ignore it. (: thank you paley, isabel, and claudine for helping me through me tard moment. HAHAH.

my thanksgiving is gonan be fun. :D YAYA.
wednesday night-vball banquet
thursday-turky trot with isabel, and then isabel-allen-archie bonding time! :D
friday- BLACK FRIDAY. shopping? maybe? with parents. or homework.
saturday- temple -_- AND THEN NEW MOON. (: with paley, claudine, and allen.
sunday-last day of vacation. maybe hw. maybe chill again.

YAY. IM EXCITED

isabel: ITS ALMOST YOUR BDAY GIRLIE (; sweeeeeeeet 16

i really really dont like it when people PRETEND to be nice to me. and then totally talk bad about me behind my back. if you dont like something that i did. or you just dont like me. just freaking tell it to my face. T______T i dont have to deal with you trashing me in the back.

boys are so amazing. and simple. and not complex. and no drama. i love spending time with them. (: they make my life so much easier. HAHAHAH. love you guys maang.

my brother was like "taylor swift is winning too many awards. --x its like not even neccessary"
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHh

"That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to let you know
that what I feel is true"

i like my dreamworld better.

is it time to give up?




"im not a princess, this aint a fairytale"

i got hit by reality.
and it hurts.

loners in the corners!

i told angel that imma post on PLAN day. but i never did. HAHAH. but if she read this post, she would understand the title. (: tee hee.

so i finished hw. theres nothing much i can study for. so im super duper oober bored.

i dont like being bored. -_-

mun conf this weekend. HOW EXCITING. on top of that, its a two day conference. buh bye weekend. hello hell. so i have to finish all my hw by friday night. cus i hate sunday night hw. and even though you dont do much in a conf, it tires you out like craazy. all i wanna do after a conf is to sleep.

on the other note. new moon is coming out friday! WOAH. and vball banquet is next week. and thanksgivng break is also next week! :D

adn and and there are 20 school days till winter break :O ITS SO CLOSE BY. holy shatnips.


so i was gonna rant on here. on this post. cus no one really sees it. and i have so much in me. but i dont feel like it -_-

OH OH OH. SADIES APPLICATIONS ARE OUT! TURN ONE IN BY DEC8. :D

and princess and the frog comes out on dec11. WOOOHOOOO. (: i am so excited for that movie.


shoot. i was gonna right something very impt in here. but i forgot. ): darn.


"and all the bad boys are standing in the shadows. and all the good girls are home holding broken hearts"

life is not a highway

life is pretty boring now. i had stuff to write here. but im tired. and my eyes hurt. and yeah.

i was pretty pissed today. but im tired and i dont wanna write about it now. maybe later.

happy bday afraz.

sadies' apps go out tomorrow

prom club results come out wednesday

new moon this friday. but were watching it later.

tustin conf this weekend. and after this conf, i have no mun stuff till april. APRIL!

my dads trying to convince my mom to let me join swim. :D HAHAH

my grades are suprisingly good (knock on wood). i wanne get that 4.0 just one more step.

my 11.11 wishes are coming true. i just realized it. i think its more than just coincidence.

my thanksgiving movie marathons are coming. (: one with angel&claudine. the other with allen&other ppl.

i wanna watch the princess adn the frog. :D

winter break is almost here! wchih means XMAS SHOPPPING. (: my friend is taking me downtown. yipee.

i might get a guitar for xmas! :D COOL COOL COOL.

i <3 my new friends.

just let me be. i know what im doing.

please dont go breakin' my heart.

vetern's day tomorrow.

wow. i havnt posted in a while.

so vball ended. and now i have free 7th for this week. and it isnt THAT great. HAH. its just more talkign time to poeple. (:

i really miss vball. im gonna play everyday in pe. and and and try to go to open gym every thursdaay. so i'll keep in touch. xD

other than that. theres nothing much going.

all these ads on tv are rushing my christmas shopping -__- xmas sales ALREADY? WTH. and i feel like im missing someone. but i cant remember. GAH GAH GAH. but but but. i know what to get everyone this year. :D YAYA

tomorrows' gonna be fun. (: untill class time. and then imma get owned during class cus i havnt practiced at all. and recital is on sunday. and my teacher said that if its not perfect. then i'm not gonna participate in it. and i honestly dont care. but my parentos doo. -_- so here i am. SCREWED. but i dont care. HAAHAH

(: hw load has been pretty low actually. im kinda happy.

i cant wait til thanksgiving. i have so many things to do. :D
1) romantic movie marathon with angel and claudine.
2) other movie marathon with allen and other people
3) NEW MOON. :D
4) vball banquet.
BAHAHA. IM EXCITED. :D


" i love you. its a poor excuse for what i'm doing, but its still true"
-twiliight.

<3

it feels good to like someone. (: like you have something to look forward to in the day!

i love the song fallin' for you. it totally expressed my thoughts right now. <3 go check out those lyrics.



TOMORROW IS JEREMY'S BDAY. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAAAAAAAN! i hope you liked the gift. cus i know you dont like pictures. but btu but. i made it. (: well not the frame.
or the picture. but you get it. HAHHAHA. i miss you lots man! its so wierd not seeing you everyday. ): and not talking on aim everyday. second semester man! when we both have free 7ths wooooooooohooooooooo. (: but hten you have track or vball. DUDE. YOU NEED TO DECIDE ON THAT. but yeah. have an amazing birthday!

i really want to join club volleyball. :D but its expensive.

OMG OMG OMG. I CANNOT WAIT TILL FORMAL. I WANT IT TO COME SOON. ITS SO DARN FAR AWAY. JANUARY 29TH. ): but i got my dresses. and i need to decide on one! i think i'm gonna wear the magenta one. YIPEE.

aphg portfolios!

their actually not bad. the articles i found are pretty interesting. :D i finished 5 tonight. and i have to find two more articles. cus teh two i found dont exactly work. like its super outdated.

this is a paragraph from one of the artilces. i thoguth it was soo sad.

Sitting on the couch next to his mom, Magnus lets out a wheeze of concentration, his chubby thumbs flying on a video game, while Diaz wonders aloud whether she should move to Rome, where she can earn more money and join her husband who already works there. When Magnus first overheard her saying that her work permit had been approved, he asked, "If you leave, who will I eat ice cream with on the lawn?" The innocent question haunts her. "Simple, but ..." She finishes the sentence by miming a knife jabbing into her chest.

but yeah

game against gahr tomorrow. at 5.15 -__- so late. but that means that we have no practice tomorrow. the team wants to go to TC. but i dont want to. i know i'm gonna get tired/sluggish/and suckish if i go to TC so i'm gonna stay bakc. and sleep. or do hw
. or something. :D

hmm. i really really want pumpkin pie. ): off to marie calender's! or polly's pies. WOOT. I LOVE PIE. MWHAHAHAHAHAH.

ps. i love you. ;D

i hate subconscience stuff.

D: my dreams scare me. their not even nightmares. its just dreams. good dreams. ;D dreams i wish would come true. but so unrealistic. with the most "outoftheblue" people. people that i dont even expect to come! :O

you cant subconsciencly like someone. its not possible!

i hope i dont get a creepy one tonight.

but but but. joan told me that if i dream about a person, then that person was thinking about me before they went to sleep. ;D

argh.

so i heard rumors about formal! but their rumors. so they're probably not true. buttt!
1. its gonna be cheap. like $50 cheap?
2. no dinner this time. ):
3. location is not as good

but they could all be fake!

vball season is alsmot over. i'm soooooooo sad. ): i love vball. i dont want it to be over! why cant vball be one of those all year sports? xD im thinking on joining clubvball. (: but i have no informationa about it. so i need to like get info. HAHAHHAH

fallball is this friday!
halloween is this saturday!

every princess DOESNT need a prince. imma be INDEPENDENT.

i have to.

i cant seem to let go of you.


but i have to. i must.


and i will.

i love sage hill!

its the freaking prettiest school ever! it reallly is. (:


all those brownie points were fake. ): and pointless


angel. why do you have to so gosh darn beautiful? ;D


cookies and tourney tomorrow!


my sugar high is dieing.


byes. (:

<3

'Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself

<3

whoppers are good. :D

i havnt blogged since sunday :O beacuse. monday and tuesday i slept late. and today is wendesday! WOOOOOOOOOOOOT. monday and tuesdday go by so slow. and then wednesday hits. and its like KABAM! the weeks almost over. xD im so happy. cus its gonna be the weekend soon. but then again. weeekend=lots of hw. i wish this weekend, i wotn have that much. beacuse i wanna finish my portfolio. xD well. like atleast 6 of it. (oh. that was aphuman talk). HAHAH


SOOOOO. monday i was mad. big deal.

tuesday: was our vball game. the ride there was soooooo fun. :D me and angel were like totally high. and we just talked and talked and talked. it took like an hour to get there. so it was an hour of bonding. :D i'm so glad we're in vball together. 8th grade were super close. then 9th grade comes, and we have like no classes. now its vball this year. and we see each otehr all the tiem. but when vball season ends. ): NO WE CANT LET THAT HAPPEN ANGEL. MWAAAH

okay but yeah. the game was fun. i thoguth i did really bad. but everyone said i did good -_- I HAD THREE KILLS THOUGH. in the game. (: the most i've ever had. i could have had more. but i hit to hard, and it went out. xD

uhm. so today! it was a rainy day. :D i like that TODAY'S PRACITCE WAS SO FUN. i loove practices were he seperates everyone. so you have setters camp, passers camp, and blocker camp. and me and angel were a blocker. ITS SO MUCH FUN. I LOVE BLOCKING. and and and. today during our little mini game, I HAD THIS CRAZY BLOCK. and i was so proud of myself. xD and i played a lot better. so maybe i wont get cut next year. but i dont wanna think about that right now.

FRIDAY IS OXFORD SPIRIT GAME. come come come. :D adn get spirit points.

hmm. OH. i won the bet :D WOOT WOOT. chris has to be my prince now. xD but i guess if he really doesnt want to do it, then he doesnt have to. i dont want to force him >D

this is a pretty long post. WOOT. finally. i had so many short ones

marissa! i love your recent post. :D and i missed you today. but i already told you that over facebook. MWHAHAH

i feel realy happy.and high. and like i wana say I LOVE YOU to everyone :D those whoppers do make you high. HAHA

tim chai said he'lll bring me dove bliss chocolate. mmmmm. i love thossssssse. (:

hello week. ):

its sunday already. ): i hate it cus we get so much damn hw over the weekend that we cant even enjoi the weekend. its getting soo saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. ):

so i'm gonna die tomorrow! one bullet through my head. i have recital comign soon for my indian cultural singing drummming thing. and i dont have fcking time to practice for it. cus of vball and school and all that good stuff. so my teacher's getting mad. and i'm like wth. school IS MORE IMPT than stupid class. so i sorta ditced class on saturday. and i'm gonna get COMPLETELY OWNED tomorrow. die. its like i'm walking into hell. not even joking. god):

i finished a lot of hw. well basically just the aphg thing. i was talking to paley and he thougth aphg was pHag. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH. that was funny. xD but yeah. i finished that assignment. i worked on that stupid plamieri crap. -___- i bet you that she wont even grade it. and i'm just waisting my time doing that.

i love it how when alice writes in her blog after a long time, its a HUGE post. liek HUUUUGE. (: and its soo entertaining to read. :D i think shes refering to me for the spelling mistakes, xD
i just suck at spelling. and typing fast at the same time. SORRY ALICE DEAR.

it seems like forever since a vball game. we have one on tuesdya. and A SPIRIT GAME ON FRIDAY. AGAINST OXFORD. I BETTTER SEE YOU THERE!

and then the day after i have psat. fun stuf maaaaang. -___-

so i have a 3/5 on my bet with chris. I CAN SO DO THIS. YES I CAN, BELIEVE IN MYSLEF. hahhaha. xD

uhm. a lot of interesting things happend this weekend. ;D (tiff. angel. you guys know half of each). HAHH.

i'm so excittttttted for formal. (: I CANT WAIT FOR IT. even though its sorta far away.

i might go to india over winter break for this volunteering thing. i dotn know if its a good thing or a bad thing xD i'm not gonna if i dotn make it in time for formal. cus i can always go next year. anusha went last year. :D

siggggh.

"I’m fighting for this girl,
On the battlefield of love,
Don’t it look like baby cupid sending arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,"

serve it DOWWWN.

i'm so sore today. ): maybe its cus i found a new way to serve. and it uses muscles taht i usually dont use.

i cant rmbr what happens in the day. excpet for vball. D: gaaaaaaarsh. that sucks. so many things happen DURING school T__T

anywaaaaaays. vball was super long today :D but we played for like an hour and a half. IT WAS SO FUN. woot wooot. angel had so many cute moments. AH.

"its tingling"
"out out out. oh snap"

HHAHA. THERES SO MUCH MORE. but you had to be there to laugh at it. xD TEE HEE.

i'm like the only one who blogs now. -__- its just me and priyanka. gosh gusy. START BLOGGIN.

hm. nothing else happend today. i think.

OH. we changed seats in math :D i'm still with harry and joe though. AHAHAHAH. we got all excited cus it was just us 3 in a row. and cordova was like "oh no. i think i have to redo this chart again" HAHHAHAHA. that was funay.
HAHHAH

hmm. human: joyce was wierd as always.T_T. spanish- blegh. palmiere the same.

oh. once again. i hate z. -__- GOD. i really do hate her.

end of day. oh. today was "be nice to archie" day. well. for allen. cus he's so mean to me. it sorta failed?

nothing else i guessss. OH i slipped today. 4/5. chris should understand that. ;D

"I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
I'm gonna break your little heart"

i wanna get back to the old days. when the phone would ring. and i knew it was you.

WOOT. thats the song i'm listening to right now. :D i freaking love demi lovato. <3
sighhhh. okay. i havnt blogged in a while. but nothing interesting is happening anyways.

i got the all time low album. :D and abracadabra, and one and the same. how fun.

i had alll these things to write. but it was all stuffed in my mind. adn i just had a pizookie so myminda is lazy now. so that means that this shall be a fail post. how wonderful!


i really cant wait till formal. <3

oh. i've got chris 60% convinced to go to formal. i'm soo good. :D

OH. tomororw is fridaaaaaaaaay. :D WOOOO. the week went by so fast. i think its cus of the crazy tuesdays. i liked crazy tuesdays every tuesday. i wish we had that. or like 2 tuesdays a month. instead of just one. its something to look forward to.

tomorow will be my first lunch of the week. i've had meetings this wholllllle week. T__T but yeah. today was the sadies meeting with cabinets. i was sorta scared at first. but then it was fine aftter i started. it was more liek a presentation i guess.

gah D: I'M EXCITED FOR SADIES TOO. i'm excited for all the dances. :DWOOT WOOOT.

applicatiosn come out in november. you guys should sign up. :P fun fun fun.

volleyball was really fun today. i think i did better today. better hitting. i found a new way to serve. whicih i like better. but i have to practice on thta. BUT BUT BUT. I LOVE BLOCKING.L ITS SOO MUCH FUN. :D

okay. time to study fro aphg. :D

i'm gonna start labeling. or. well. try. :D just the pepole. :D

Four-year old Paige didn't want to say goodbye to her daddy before he was shipped off to Iraq

A family photo that shows a little girl beside her father and his fellow soldiers in uniform as they prepare to go to war has resonated well beyond the tight knit Bennethum clan.

Four-year-old Paige Bennethum really, really didn't want her daddy to go to Iraq.

So much so, that when Army Reservist Staff Sgt. Brett Bennethum lined up in formation at his deployment this July, she couldn't let go.

No one had the heart to pull her away.

The commanding officer allowed Paige to say goodbye as her dad prepared to ship off from Fort Dix.

Paige's mom Abby captured the moment with her camera and her aunt passed the image along to a Berks County, Pa. newspaper.

"I’ve had strangers looking me up online, sending me messages that they are touched by it ... offering a lot of support," Abby Bennethum told NBCPhiladelphia.

The picture took on a life of its own online this week. Abby says that suddenly, people were knocking on her door. "Literally overnight, there's all these people that just want to do anything they can," she says. Though she says her husband hasn't seen any stories about his family yet, he expects to.

For her part, Paige still remembers how she felt that day in July. Looking at the picture of herself – her dad now overseas – Paige remembers, "I didn't want to let go of him."

She calls the work he does transporting supplies across the Iraqi border, "just nice."

But that doesn't change her feelings.

"I just miss my dad right now," she says.

Sgt. Bennethum, 30, is expected home next July. Until then, Paige plans to help her mom take care of her little sister and a new baby that's on the way

^^that article made me tear up.

hmm. i'm so boring. AHHHA. i cant think of a title xD LOLS. uhm. so its gonna be a title-free day. TEEEEEEHEEEEE. (:

so today. hmm. vball game, crazy tuesday, stupid sub in chem, and aphg studying, i think thats about it. HAH

so vball game was intense today! first league game. adn we WON. and its the first home game we've won too. :O AND IT WAS AGAINST SAGE HILL. but then again. it was their frosh team. xD SOOOOO. YEAH. but after the game me marissa and claudine took pictures. :D WOOT WOOOT.
and angel got in trouble for eating inside. but i dont wanna embarrase her. so i'm not gonna tell what happend. OH BTW. i hope you feel better angel. get some sleep. skip some hw. HAHH

hm. and then crazy tuesday. (: i had like nothing to do from 7th period to 2pm. HAHH. so we just hung out. it was me, angel, andy, ralph, allen, ellie, paley, isaac, :D and claudine! basically us three vball girls and xc ppeopels. :DD

the sub in chem was reallly IOIGDH. its teh really short one. who gets super mad when we talk. HAHAHA

and now i have to aphg study.

BUT BUT BTU. i wanna write mroe. :D I FREAKING MADE SUCH GOOD PIZOOOKIE TODAY.i was in heaven for the 15 minutes i was eating it. :D

hmm. OH ENGLISH WAS SO FREAKING FUN! english=media lab=me and allen fooling around. HAHA. and no work done. xD teeeeee heeeeeeeeeee.

okay. now i'm gonna study. ):

oh btw priyanka, i love that picture of anastasia and demitri you have on your blog. its so cute. :D

CLASS MTG TOMORROW!

HAPPY BIRHTDAY ALLLLLLLLLICE. i lvoe you muchos.

i cant think of a song quote thing rigth now. ):
but i do like "break your little heart" by all time low. i'm want their album :D

yelloo there. :D

so this was my horoscope for tomorrow. HAHAHAHAH. (tuesday 6th).

If you are single, someone you care about knows about your romantic woes and is quietly working behind the scenes to set you up. Quietly, because their track record as a matchmaker isn't too good. But this time they may be onto something. Keep an open mind!


HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHA. xD

so i figured out who im gonna be for halloween. i'm gonna be princess tiana from the princess adn teh frog. :D WOOT. i have the dress. and i need a tiara. and i'm gonna borrow those super long gloves. I'M SO EXCITED (:

now all i need is a guy to dress up as a prince. :D and hten it would be perfecto. AHAHHA

hm. tomorrow is vball game. adn early tuesday. i feel like i'm forgetting something... i'll figure it out sooner or later.

today was fail at vball. -_______________________________________- i couldnt server AT ALL today. not evne one. well. maybe one. and that was it. and i usulaly make all my serves. its like ;LKAISGIAHG. furstrating. VERY furstrating. and then i start cussing. and i usulaly dont cuss. GAH. D:

i really need to stuyd for psat. its so damn close. is there a writing portion for the psat?

hmmm. anything else?

OH RIGHT. its alice zuo's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICE.
(aka. maneater). :D

i love you a lot.

no title today. i didnt know what to write about.

today was boring as usuall. i still have a b in human. :D HOW FUN.

confrence toomorrow. i should be writing my speech. but i dont want to. so i'm most likely gonna bs it along the way tomorrrow.

uh. anythign else?


hmmmmmmmm.

i dont feel like anysong today. woow. i feel like i have no personality right now. T_T faaail.

OH. i think my volleyball hit got a little harder today. HAH

HOLY SHATNIPS!

i forgot to post yesterday. MAHBAAAAADS. uhm major event yesterday. BACK TO SCHOOL NIGHT. i went tehre to study for human. and it semi-failed xD i studied with curry crew for a whlie. and then i hung out with poeple. :D i found out that allen's voice gest SUPER high when he gets mad. HAHAHAH. i stole his iHome cus paley had my ipod. FUN STUFF. :D

today was so baad. i had to like struggle to survive through it.

math was okay. nothing much. human i did bad. ): i dont know. like i entered the room. and i think i overstudied so eveyrhitng started to float away from me. THATS SO NOT COOL. ): so i get to see how bad i did tomorrow. how fun. -__- (atleast know i have a 85% in the class. that free response raised me up). and then chem was so boring. as usual.

volleyball was fail today. ): yesterday coach gave us the sophomore speech. he has to cut poeple cus juniors HAVE to be in jv or varsity next year. and anot all of us will make it. ): so i guess i freaked out to much about it. but coach was picking on me the whole day today. -___- and everytime i try to hit hard. the set is bad. so i do this wierd thing. and coach always sees me doing that. adn then he starts like KJGIAGH. ughhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm so gonna get cut, unless i dont step it up.

OH. NOW I RMEMBER WHAT PISSED ME OFF LIKE HECK TODAY! so mun meeting. ausg restuls came today. i knew i wasnt gonan mkae it. well i had a little hope. thats good right? just a little bit of hope? BUT! we knew who were gonna make it. -__- emily, emily, david, and brendan. THEY ALWAYS FREAKING GET IT. (emily and emily). everything! its like how the hell do you expect other poeple ot write experience in future stuff wehn you cant even get teh fuckign thing cus THEY always get it. T_______T not that their bad or anything, but everything the emily's tryout for, their like instantly in. and its half because of the rep. liek everyone knows that the emily's are good. they'll do great. -__- but really? there are other people in the world. T_T seriously. open your freaking chinky eyes and look around.

thats so not fair.

uhm anythign else today? oh. i made mrs. z believe that i'm not taht stupid -__-

oh. uhm. anything eles? i get to finish a positionpaper today. hwo fun.

hmmmm. oh yeah. allen does hate me. ):

I HATE THIS DAY OF MY LIFE. FREAKING STUPID OCTOBER 1ST.

"where were you when everything was falling apart?"

bored!

well i really shouldnt say that. cus i should either finish my position paper or study for human or work on that stupid palmieire questiosn. but i don twant to. AHAHHA. i have time for all of that, xD

so im basically waiting. really bored. for someone so i can talk to special person. HAHAHAH, we used to do that last year. :D

gaaaaaaah. nothing to do! HAHHAHA

i'm gonna go eat ice cream and fudge after this post.

hmm. anything else to write?

OH. APHG TEST! it was okaay. i guess. :D not too bad. not to greaaaat. i dotn wanna think it was relaly easy, cus when i get it back, i get such a BAD grade.

me and jeremy FINALLY walked home! after like AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGES.

(: nothing special happend today. so bad post. make my days fill wiht interesting stuff. so i can blog abotu it. :D

aphg test

i'm listening ot you belong with me. HAHAH. :D my iTunes is on shuffle. and thats the one that came up. (:

jeremy i miss you! i havnt seen you in soo long. and we havnt talked in soo long. cus our walking home schedule is messed up. ):

this mun thing is so messed up. -___- tiff can only come AFTER 7. so she wants a sleepover. afraz cant come at 7 cus its to late. rishi doesnt really care. and alice has red cross meeting till 5 or something. HOLY CRAAP. i guess we can just have an ongoing party. xD and ppl can come in and out of my house. AHAHHAHAH

my aphg test is tomorrow. D: i'm sorta freakign out. but i'm sorta not. i have a b in that class now. WOOT. and i have a b+ in palmiere. WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOT. (: now i can just work hard and get an A in that class. i have an 89 i think.

oh in pamlieri we went to the media lab. but that just means that we're gonan fool around. so me and allen had so much fun in the internet. HAHAHAH. he is SUCH a cuttie. :D so is william, and joe. but i love allen more. HAHAHHAHAHAH. but yeaah. hes is such a korean fob. T_______T and a freeloader. but i do that to. HAHAHAHH. so its okay

hmm. anythign else that ahppend today? oh. vball game. i'm not even gonna talk about it. -___- uhhhhhm. i got mad at chris. annd. me and allen bonded today. :D EVEn if he doesnt think so. HHAHAHAHHAHAH. (:

oh YEAH! i hate mrs. z. she really thinks that i'm so stupid. adn putting me next to daniel ho and james yun will make me smarter. woooooow. just cus i messed up on my decimal points doesnt prove anything. -____________________________________-

OH. palmieri once again. ahah sentence freighting thing was soo annoying. but i finished it. haha. mine was soo emoooo. all of them. i had one about a murderer, and then a girl liking some other guy, btu kissing someone else,. and then a forest fire, and hten a dog being put to sleep. HAHAH. i feelt so emooo. -__-

where can i get a cheap halloween costume? i want to be a princees. :D

oookay. i get to study now. and then sleep. WOOT WOOOT

OH OH OH! allen showed me this one song. umbrella by all time low. i liek it. :D

"you have my heart"

isabel's quiz thing. and guacamole!

i took isabel's quiz thingie. :D my results!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low

everythign is low. and isable you're NOT messed up. its just stupid HAHAH.

so today chris and alice came over to study for human. it was sorta fail. BUT NOT REALLY. the only "fail" part was that they were verbal fighting wiht each other. and my brother was like "can you guys please be quite. i'm doing hw inthe ohter room" HAHAHHAHAHAHAHH. thats hillarious.

chris came like at 2.45? and alice at 3. adn she left at 5. and he stayed till 6.30. we actually studied thouggh. WOOT WOOOOOOOOOOT.

and then after alice left. we tlaked about formal dates. CHRIS I WILL FIND YOU A DATE. so chris isnt gonna go to formal because he has no date.T________________T and all teh girl names i listed in our class, he rejected them for one reason or another. WOOWw. really. -_________- but yeah. help me think of names :D and we can make chris go! or he can just ask some girl outside of school. and he already has one decided for outside of shcool. BUT yeah. he doesnt really wanna ask her. ahahha

oh. and i didnt make guacamole. cus the acavadoes werent ripe.

so yeah. that was my day.:D and after he left. i worked on more hw. i startd my position paper. :D WOOTT WOOOOT.

i cant wait till friday. WOOHoooooooo. :D

i love you guys.

"and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town"

OOH. i just had to write this

"handsome lad like you. there must be some special girl. come on, whats her name?" that line just appealed to me. xD its from hunger games, btw.

AUSG APPS. D:

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. apps were due today. and i emailed it in. i'm so freaking scared. well not really. cus i wont feel THAT bad if i dont make it. but if i do. i'll be so fereaking happy.

today i woke up at 11.30. :D i was gonna go to mun prep conference but my mom was like you look like a zombie. just sleep! so i slept/. adn she didnt wake me up. i like hte feeling of crashing. adn sleeping fore a reallllllly long time. BUT it seems like you've wasted yoru day. ): but i actually didnt. i finshed all my hw. and now i get to study.

i posted hello pictures. :D i have so many of those boys jerking. -__- and allen/joe made that their profile pictures. all you see are legs. and you can see allen's CRAZY BEAUTIFUL GIRL LIKE hair. :D HAHAHHA. i love that boy. :D

i'm excited for tomororw. (:

now i get to study. and start my position paper. maybe, i'll start it tomororw.
AHHAAAHh

"sunshine that your bringing now and it makes me happy"

woah second place! second place? NO FREAKING YEAH! uhm yeah! second placccccce. :D

that was probably the most longest title ever. HAHAH. i came hoem from hello. and what i do? 1. facebook. 2. email. and 3. blog! WOOHOOO.

we did good today :D YAY LIPSYNC. it was so much fun. and we got 2nd place. 1st went to seniors and 3rd went to juniors.

so allen told me to go request a demi lovato song right? so i go and i ask the dj for a demi lovato song. and he doesnt have it. YET. he has abracadabra. and some other korean band song. -___- WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWw. its teh same dj as last year. ): and i dont like him very muuhc. HAHH. i hope we dont get him for sadies. cus that would suck maaaaaaang.

so uhm yeaah. OOHHH I FREAIING HAVE A B IN HUMAN. HELL YEAAAAAAAAH! 83.05. :D he graded teh summer reading assignemnt. and i got 50/50 THAT TOTALLYL MADE MY DAY. woooooohooooooooooooooooooooooo.

and i made a new friend.:D albert in freshie year. i'm helpign them with their position paper.

HELLO WAS FUN. :D but it was sooooooooo crowded. -_________- there were SO MANY FREAKING poeple there. adn it was really hot and sweaty. but my feet dont hurt. xD iguess those vball muscles help. LOLS. OH! and i gave allen a hug. :D and he dint run away. THERES IMPROVEMNT. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. :D

next dance! halloween :D excited excited exciteeeeed! and then formal! and then SADDDDDIES WOOT WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. and then uhm. aloha? WOAH. THAST A HUGE GAP IN THE MIDDLE. D: we should have a dance activity. xD for our class. BAHAHH..

okay, imma sleep nowwwwww. :D

aw man. i forgot to wish at 11.11. ):

HELLO HELLO HELLO!

is tomorrow. :D woohoo. i'm so freaking excited. :D YIPPEEEEEE. lipysinc is tomorrow. HOORRA for my first lipsync.

practice was really fun today. :D we just did run throughs over and over again. but still. it was fun. :D WE'RE GONNA DO SO GOOD TOMORROW GUYS AND GAAAAAALS.

vball game was so freaking WOOHOOT! we won both games. 25-8. and 25-15. :D WOOT. and i served really good today. more than usuall. everyone comes AFTER the first game is over. and i usually play for the first game -___- so no one comes. and then when i do scoreboard everyone comes. GARRRSH. ): thats soo not coool.

i sent grams. i bought 20. but i still needed to buy more. and then i forgot to buy them HOW WONDERFUL! -___- so yeah. and its really messy inside. ):

TODAY IMMA SLEEP EARLLLLLLLLLLLLY.

i love you baaaaabes :D

the little things that make me smile.

so! i finished my hw early today. but i'm also helllllla tired. so i'm gonna sleep early today. WOOHOOO. i really dont know who reads this anymore. HAH. holler if you read this pathetic blog. :D

so yeaah. i cant find my vball jersey and spankies. the black jersey. i have the white one. so i'm saved for tomorrow. im gonna go look for it after blogging. :D

SO. i reallly like the title of this post. :D and i'm gonna list the little things that make me smile. BAHAHAHAH. adn you can totally just skip this whooleeeeeee section. cus 1. its probably not gonna interest you. 2. i'm just doing it for fun. 3. uhm. i dont know a number three. (:

1. little tiny notes from secret people.
2. best friends hugging, as if they havnt seen each other in months. :D
3. grandma and grandpa holding hands and walking. (I SAW TAHT TODAY. AT THE PARK).
4. lyrics from the songs that seem so true.

i cant think of anymore. xD FAIL SECTIONS. HAHAAHAAHAHAH

so i was talkng to charleen today. and i found out that jackson rathbone (jasper hale) used to be the guy on disney 411. :O HES A DISNEY-ITE. holy craaaaaaaaaap. just go on youtube. and type in jasper rathbone disney 411. xD

mr. g bought me reisons. WOOOOOOOOOT. those are teh best chocolates ever. :D THEIR SO FREAKING GOOD! i found out that i cant take broadcasting. ): beacuse i have a 1st quarter sport. THATS NOT FAIR. but now i guess i can focus on MUN AUSG app. :D how fun. -__-. ACUTALLY how fun! :D HAAHAHHAH.

oh so mun! apparently theres DRAMA. beacuse of the "party" i am hosting. WOOW. just frakign woow. uggggggggggh. people can be so L;AJIDGHAGJLEJ H. some times.

i cant believe people take things so serioussssssssly. WOOOW. alkdjlighahg. so apparetnly my party is a big issue. -_____________- its not even a party. its like a mun prep thing. T__T were we work on speeches. and it just happened to be at my house. whooopdy. why? cus its closest to whitney. -__- its more conviniet. I DON’T WANT SO MANY PPL AT MY HOUSE. I acutally wanna work. not to many disturbances. and distractions. more people=more food=more stuff to boy. < st="on">alice, tiff, afraz, rishi. T___T AND i also heard that people are saying that I was a coward. and I couldn’t tell sayoni that she couldn’t come. WHAT THE HELL. well maybe its cus I didn’t want to hurt her feelings. or didn’t want her to think I’m such a LOIGH. even though I might be. GARSSH! this is so pathetic. things can be so baaaaaaaaaaaad at times. wonderful. and I had to hear this from alice cho. who isnt even IN mun. -___- and that’s so baaaaaaaaaad. so apparently this is what happened. well im not even sure it happened. so I’m not even gonna post it. LKSDJFIAHGLA JDLSIJG ALIJGLIAHSDLGANL;IUOYU385-=239U.

on the bright note. i might go to souplantation (: for mun after party. i better get this sorted out. STUPID ASSUMPTIONS. god. i really didnt need to "justify" my reasons for this crap mang. PATHETIC.

"its time now to sing out. though the story never ends"

"so stay here right with me"

i dint know which one to put. so i just put both. :D

and a song someone sings.

once upon december. I LOVE THAT SONG. it was playing like 2 seconds ago as i was thinking of a title. so i just used that. BAAHAHH.

my life is boring as always! HOW FUN IS THAT. -__________________________-

picture day is tomorrow. i always look hideous. it so sad either my smile is messed up. or my hair is freaky. or i forget its picture day, and just go on pe clothes. T___________T but i remember now. and i gonna make it a good picture! WOOOHOOOO. i was practicing my smile too. xD FREAKY. yeah i know. but just deal with it!

hello is on fridaaaaaaaay. :D OH YEAH. i'm so in a dancing mood. like the whole week. i cant believe its only monday -__-

GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT TODAY! we still have crazy tuesdays! WOOOHOOO. :D that was the highlight of my day. how sad is that. -___-

i reall yshould start my position paper. but i can always start on teh weekend. ACTUALLY, my goal is to finish it this weekend. :D WOO HOO. no procrastinating. well. i usually dont anyways.

AHHHHHH. i need ot get new songs. i'm so tired of hearing the same ones over and over again. OFF TO PANDORA! WOOT WOOOT. :D

our vball game got cancelled (the tuesday game). bellflower didnt wanna play with us.-___- stupid coach. HAHHA.

fail post. again. but im gonna put pictures. WOO HOOOOO. so it wont be AS fail. :D

oh BTW. does anyone know a good spanihs station to listen too? i wanna freak out my dad. HAHHA.

thats so cute. xD


vampire diaries. :D


one picture he isnt that bad in. ;D


STERLING KNIGHT. <3


aww. hes such a cutttttttttttie. :D

"never dreaming how our dreams would come true"

ps. jeremy. you were right. :D

heart tattoo. :D

so you know the henna things that we indian do on our hands? well i was in a spontaneous mood. and i gave myself a henna tattoo on my ankle. its a heart. and it loosk cute. HAHAH. ask me abotu it. and i'l show it to you tomorrow/ :D WOOT WOOT.

so boring post today. i can already feel it. but i really want to not stop my streak of posting. i've posted every single day since the first day of shcool. :D HAHAHAH. sucks for youguys though. you have to read it. -__- well acutally. youdont HAVE to. but you do. so yeah. HAH

uhmm. so basically it was very INDIAN-Y today. indian drums class in the morn. then sunday school. then lipsync practice. (in my indian clothes). and then indian festival. till like now. we just finished. sorta. :D its a little 9 day celebration. -____- how fun.

our SCH party is gonna be fun. :D we got rishi, alice, and tiff. and afraz is still unsure. HAH. rishi was soo funny the other day.
rishi: is afraz coming?
me: uhm. pretty sure. he still has to confirm. why?
rishi: hmm. i guessi coudl come. but it might be a problem with my mom.
me: why?
rishi: cus i'm going to a girls house. by myself.

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLS. indian parents. HAHA. i was cracking up like craaaaazy.

um so yeah.

OH. i got somethign that made me really sad. i got those stupid horoscopes and it said:
Someone close to you needs to distance themselves -- but it's almost certainly temporary! Everyone needs space sometimes, and if you set them free, they're almost sure to return to you soon.

dont go away from me. please. i need you guys. <3

"you're the one i wanna chase"

I JUST THOUGHT OF AN IDEA. :D guess what song i take my lines from. its a different song every day. :D

you're beautiful.

i was talking to angela on facebook. and i realized that i really hate it when guys go. "you're cute. or you're hot". i dont know why. it just REALLY bugs me big time. xD

i love it when someone says "you're beautiful" or "you're pretty". it makes it seem more from the heart. liek they really mean it. it reminds of when an old grandpa still holds his wife. and looks her in the eye. and says you're beautiful as always". thats so sweet. <3

so during chem yesterday. allen and ralph were making pickup lines. well i guess they were trying to remember old ones. but my favorite one was

if looks were to kill, then you'd be a weapon of mass destruction. i've heard it before. but allen was really proud of himself when he "figured" it out. and i didnt want to burst his bubble. xD HAHAH. but yeaah.

im getting really excited for hello dance. :D it doesnt seem like school without a dance. AHHAH.

i'm sorry tiff for totally bursting at you. and thank you for fixing it. i love you dearie. :D

i totally failed at replying to comments. -___- i should start. but its gonna fail again anyways. HAHAHAHAHAHHA

chris: I KNOW RIGHT. ): alice scoot away! just kidding. allens going after someone else anyways. ;D

"you're beautiful. its true"

everyone's pretty in their own special way.

streess. ):

GAH. i hate my back. i have this one stress point near my shoulder. and eveyr time i stress abotu something subconsiencely, it starts hurting. and its like AHH. it freaking hurts soo much. and i dont even know why it hurts. ): waah.

TODAY WAS OOBER FUN. :D especiallly during lunch. well, the only fun part was lunch. HAH. \
alice: "woah allen, you're actually pretty cute" HAHAHAH.

DUDE TIFF. stop invitign people to the mun party. -___________________- not even joking here. i havnt even asked my mom yet. and mroe ppl=more distraction. STOP INVITING PPL. please! just SCH ppl. and thats enough. T__T woow. im fb-ing with sayoni. on chat. and she really wants to join us. wonderful!

maybe i'm just really tired. and stressed out. and really feeling biotchy. T_____T
UGH. but i jsut cant seem to say " NO MORE PPL"

wow. that toally just ruined my mood.

SWWWWWWWWEPT AWAY!

game was amazing today! all three teams won. WOOT WOOT. but i didnt do as good as i usually do. ): i missed like 3 serves! and i usually dont miss my serves. MORE PRACTICE! we have two home games next week. tuesday against bellflower at home. and wednesday against gahr. at home too! come and support. :D yaayayyaya

what else happend today. :O it seems liek a blank so far. -____- okay. crazy hair day. big whoop! nothing much. angel's hair was like mine. HAHH my crazy curly hair. alice had the cutest little fountain thing. and chris had two antenas. hmm. anythign else? nope!

garsh. i cant seem to finid anyyythign today

OH! so i went to my brothers back to school night from the vball game. and i saw all my teachers. :D its so fun to go see them. cus they have the cutest expressions ever. HAHHA. mrs. amaliftano was the cutest thing ever. she couldnt believe that i grew up so much. HAHAHAHA. (: i like mrs. amalfitano. shes soo nice! and not annoying liek vince -_-

but yeah. i started hw at 9. and finished at 10. THATS CRAZY! now i have to do a broadcasting application. and then human study, and sleep.

"I don’t know but. I think I maybe. Fallin’ for you. Dropping so quickly. Maybe I should. Keep this to myself. Waiting ’til I Know you better"

lipsync

I LOVE HANNAH JOO! god she is so organized. xD we finished our dance. but we need the guys. jeremy was the only one who showed up. BAHAH.

i just looked on abi. i have a 47.81 in APHG. ouch. i need to ACE this class. my goal for the year is to get a 4.0. its kinda sad. 7th grade i had 4.0. 8th grade was 3.8. and freshman was 3.5. THATS SAD. i want a 4.0 this year. :D

i can do this! si se puede. :D

soo. i talked to my mom. i'm dropping swim. i realized that i have sadies, ap exam, the state tests and all that good stuff. T__T swim is gonna make it harder. SO. i'm gonna drop it. and take one quarter of pe. -___- oh fun pe!

its 10.10! and i just made a wish. yeah. you're suppose to wish at 11.11 but i do which ever one i'm awake for. (: and both of them come true anways! SOO. yeah. but this wish. i dont know if its gonna coem true. its just so BIG.

i'm so excited for hello dance. :D i need to go buy grams tomorow. ian, and brian, and abby said they have some! WOOT WOOT.

tomorrow's crazy hair day. and away game (: wish us luck. i hope we do better than on tuesday. YOU KNOW WHAT? we played a jv team. T___T compared to taht, we did pretty good. i really need to stock up on my junk food. secret buddy times. :D

woohooooooo. :D

this post is like the complete opposite of yesterdays. its called being optomistic. or just forgetting the past.

ps. chris, this guy has been holding this "grudge" for more than a year. T__T. its not gonna get better.

LOLS. that wasnt even a "ps" i didnt even finish my post. HAHA

HIGHLITE OF TODAY:
the sagar vs. charles fight on facebook. xD THAT WAS SO FUNNY. i love you charles. (:

okay. i'm done now. wait. not yet

" Hakuna Matata! Aint no passing craze. It means no worries for the rest of your days"

oh. btw. mun is meeting tomorrow (thursday) at the dance room!

not what i really expected. did i?

UGGGH. i never realized that things that happen in 8th grade can freaking affect you now. IN THE MIDDLE OF 10TH GRADE. its not even grades. its the social aspect of school. T_T

really? this is not how i expected this to end. i was thinking on a much better note. just a crush. it will fade away. and things can go back to normal. and nothing would matter. he wouldnt know. he wouldnt care. we'd just be friends. :D

but thats not gonna happen. ever. cus life is just like that. once you got something happy, something bad has just GOT to happen. I HATE IT. its not fair at all.

so cus of my stupidity. i lost a friend. a GOOD close friend. UGGGH. ):

i dont know if i'm mad. or sad. or ALKDJIAGH. its just a bunch of feelings put together. and it makes you feeel so bad. and so low. ): like. if i go eat cake now, i wouldnt feel better. THATS SERIOUS. cus cake always makes me feel better.

and this isnt the end of the world. cus i know i get realllllllly dramatic when i write these posts. xD i read the old ones. and i'm like. wtf i actually wrote that? like the one where it was like "will you be there when fate plays with my life?" or something like that? HAHHA. i'm such a loser.

): maybe thats why. UGGGGGGGGGGGGH. and i even shouldnt be worrying about this. its sorta HIS loss that he doenst wanna talk to me. but isnt it my fault too?

i just feel so awkward going up to him and talking. even though we've done that so many times.
life just doesnt go that way.

now. i get to go study for human. how fun.

dang it. i'm really sad now. GOSH. stupid boy. stupid friend.
stupid loss. T__T



"can we get this back to how it used to be?"
i dont know if anyone noticed. but those quotes are from songs. and those lyrics usually applies to how my day went. or how i feel. :D

i gotta a feeling.

i love that song. HAHAHAHAH. :D woot.

okay. so my parents said i can do lyspic. MORE FUN!!

i finsihed all my hw during the game. YAAAAAAY. FROSH WON. :D that was soo fun man.
i'm so glad that i played the first full game. :D but then it was super quick. CUS WE WERE
TAHT GOOD!

you guys better come and watch us tomorrow. :D 3pm. at the gym. HELL YEAH!
i'm so freaking excited.

so i'm studying now. i have 3 quizzes in a row tomorrow. T__T
cordova, perry, and barry. GARSH.

i'm tired. but i'm not sleeepy. so i'm gonna stay up. and study. how fun. -__-

i got my vball secret buddy today! WOOHOOOOOOOO.

"your love is where i am falling"

MASSIVE MONKEYS!

woow. today was beyond boring. except for those last couple of hours. xD

abdc was amazing! i liked all four crewws. i think afroborike will get out next. but i really do like them. but the other two are better. xD yet. afroborike alwasy do something CRAZY. like today's performance. and i'm pretty sure massive monkeys will become america's best dance crew. teh little judge's word battle was FUNNY. HAHHA.

and then i saw the new moon trailer. THAT WAS CRAAZY. except the end. i dont rmbr edward fighting teh volturi. so i dont understand that part. xD but here it is.

Movie Trailers - Movies Blog

dakota fanning was AMAZING. no joke.
freaking kristen stewart gets to kiss
freaking hot guys.


OH I TOTALLY FORGOT.my friend
kalyani went to the disney expo. and she
got me a sterling knight autograph. adn a video
of him saying "i love you archie and many more"
OH MY FREAKING GOD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
i lvoe sterling knight. AHHH.

"i'm falling into memories of you, things we used to do"

vabll scrimmage

WOOOHOOOO. it was soo freaking fun. but i kept on stealing corrine's ball. x) SORRY. i wont do that next game. HHAH. i loved it. the intensity. the competition. the other team ready to hit it down on us. IT WAS AMAZING. :D

i found out that i can serve it better during the game rather than practice. -__- dont know why. but it works! :D WOOHOO.

after that icame home. worked oh hw. and yeah. except for the scrimmage. today was pretty boring. NO ONE was on aim. i think there was some red cross thing today for cabinet. so i was pretty bored. ):

but i studied for APHG. and i'm gonna go read lord of the flies for palmiere. how fun! (: not really.

okaaay. so this weekend seemed hopeless. -___- TALK TO ME POEPLE. i feel so isolated.

good job avi on your short film!

"i can't set my hopes to high, cause every hello ends with a goodbye"

my horoscope was so cute today: You're in the best position to improve your love life -- or to simply enjoy it, if you've already made the most of that part of your life. Your great energy is perfect for sharing!

partay!

my brother had his party today. and party= cake. CAKE. and guess who loves cake? ME! MWHAHAHAHHA. (: tis very good.

party was egh. my house was a filled with a bunch of 6th grade boys playing the wii. -___- and luckily anusha came. (: so that saved me some boredom.

tomorrow is volleyball scrimmage! WOOOT. i'm excited/nervous. :D hmm.

short post. nothing much to write.

boring day at school.

"you've got a smile that could light up this whole town"

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOL

DANG. THAT CAME QUICK. :O well sorta. it didnt feel THAT great. sophomore tree wasnt any different than where we sat last year. T___T except that its SUPER crowded. -_____-how fun.

NSO WAS SHO FREAKING FUN. :D KAPOW your under arrest. :D and water gun fights.
^^ that probably made no sense to a lot of people. hahahah. but it was fun. i crashed so many poeples nso groups. allen's alice's shivanti's and afraz's.

first day of school was so boring. all the teachers do teh same exact thing. give teh syllabus. talk about thier class. and hw. and portfolio. and stuff like that. for 6 periods. T______T but but but. VBALL WAS FUN.

AND WE HAVE OUR VERY FIRST SCRIMMAGE ON SATURDAY. WOOOT.

hour lunch tomorrrow! :D

i just realized that i can get my permit in a week. A WEEK. thats freakkkkkkkkkkkkkkky. :D but i still have to do driver's ed. x0

OH HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY!! we got IC secret buddies. yaaaaaay. :D i like who i got! WOHOO.

im tired and sleepy and hungry. what fun!

happy first day of school.

ps. i'm gonna try to post everysinlge day. even if its really boring. so bear with me guys. :D

best friend vs. lover.

is that the new thing? in the "book world" OH WAIT. THIS POST CONTAINS POTENTIAL SPOLIERS FOR CATCHING FIRE (sequel to hunger games). so read after teh dashed lines if you want to skip the spoilers. :D

so yeah. i bought the book yesterday. adn i finished it. GOD IT IS SO FREKAING GOOD. but they put in that whoooooooole bestfriend lover thing agian. -___- so is it peeta&katniss or gale&katniss. i kinda like peeta better. :D he's so sweeet. and soo easy going. and hes so peeeeeeeeerfect. THIS REMINDS ME OF TWILIIIIIIIIIGHT. bella&edward vs. bella&jacob. peeta's like edward. so romantic. :D and gale is like jacob. easily angered. known for years. now i feel stupid. cus i already finished hte book. and now i have to wait for like another year for the last book to come out. and see who katniss chooses. i hope its peeeta. and i also hope that the author doesnt kill peeta off. he's like the best character in there.

stupid selfish girls and their little hearts going for TWO poeple at the SAME freaking time. SELFISH. JUST CHOOSE ONE.

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okaay. :D i seriously love that book though. x) so i bought hunger games AND catching fire. woohooo. but yeah. camarillo was fun. i dont know if i should put up the pictures though. its mostly beaches and me and other places we went to .

we actualy went to the presidential library of ronald reagan. ITS SOO FREAKING COOL. :D ohh. and i love barack obama's signature. its soo pretty. :D i took a picture of it.

hmm. movie marathon today. vball with angel today. vball and nso tomorrow. SCHOOL ON THURSDAY D: / :D
annnnnnd. i cant find that stupid math hw. -__________________- so i have to clean up my room and look for it. fun stuff.

OHH. kristen stewart and robbert pattinson are together. :O and apparenly in love. :O

http://www.okmagazine.com/2009/09/robert-pattinson-kristen-stewart-engaged/

read that. :D

gap jacket!

SO! i did end up taking the laptop. x) so i decided to blog. YIPEEE.

so yeah. i'm at camarillo. at holiday inn. using their complimentary interenet service. (: woohoo. so we went to teh outlet mall! and i get a gap sweatshirt. its marroon. and it says GAP! wooooooooooooot. and then we went to ventura beach. and then a thai restaurant. DUDE THAT COCONUT ICECREAM WAS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. yeaaah. that was like 3 min in heaven. adn the 4th min, all that ice cream was gone. x)

tomorrow is more shopping. charlotte russe. and papaya. :D and american apparel. and aeropostlae. :D YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

i really need to get decent sandles. mine are soo old and torn up. D:

schoool's gonna start soon! this thursday :O THATS FREAKYY

my brothers bday is tomorrow. :D and i think we're going to souplantation xD I LOVE THAT PLACE. woohoo

okay. gonna watch some tv now :D

jason dolley!

HE IS SO CUTE. so we were waiting in line. like right next to the studio. and the cast walked in and he was there. and he looked so normal. and i was like "heeey. that looks like jason dolley" and then i looked again. AND OMGF IT WAS HIM. :O and hes a cuttttttttie.

the show was really cute. :D i dont wanna tell you the plot cus i might accidently ruin it. and spoil the ending. HAHA. the vampire girl from wizards is actign in it. and shes sooo dang pretty. :D

and on the way coming back my friend got a phone call from her other friend. and this is what she told us. apparenttly sterling knight was at disneyland today. ): I WANT TO SEE HIM. and hes REALLY REALLY FREAKISHLY MORE AMAZINGLY CUTE in person. :D ahhhhhh. i was freaking out. we're gonna see sony with a chance. and so i'll see him there. :D WOOOT. i'm gonna mkae him a bracelet and write KNIGHT on there. :D i wonder if he'll wear it though. HAHAHHHAHHA. that would be so freaking cooooooooooooooooooooooooooool. ahhhhh. i'm floating away from reality.

i really want to work in a studio. :D it seems so much fun. when i was younger, i always wanted to be an actreess. :D i actually should go to one of those auditions. just for fun. :D like i'll ever make it. HAHAHAHAH. i wanna try out for a singing position. OHH ON THAT NOTE. i wanna try out for "into the woods" :D but i dont think i'll make it. x)


WELCOME BACK TIFFANY LIUUUUUUUUU. (:


camarillo tomorrow. :D no computer though. so just call me instead. :D

i'm lovvvvving life right now.

love the blogger community. <3

OHH! and i made a twitter. :D wohoo. and i ahve no idea how to use it.

good luck charlie!

HELLO. :D

so in about 30 min. i'm gonna leave for good luck charlie taping. :D I'M SO FREAKING EXCITTED. hmm.

and then i need to pack for the camarillo trip. DUDE. THEY HAVE A DISNEY STORE OUTLET. :O this shopping trip is gonna be hellla fuuuuun. (: and i have soooo many gift cards to spend. ;D so yeaah

i dont know if i'll be taking my laptop along with me. not sure yet. but you can alwaaaaaaaays call me if you need anything. :D

MOVIE MARATHON ON TUESSSSSSSSDAY. YIPEE.

SCHOOL. IN A WEEK.

in one week, we'll be in school. ISNT THAT FREAKY? technically our last summer. cus next summer is gonna be SAT classes. and the summer after that is college summer. and after that its ADULT LIFE. HOLY SHATNIPS. we're growing too fassssssssst. i wanna slow down. (:

hm. today was IC mtg. (: it was fun. me and marissa totally camera-horsed on alice's camera. XD TEE EHEEE.

I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHO MY SECRET BUDDY IS. :D i wanna go and get that list. and start givign presentttttts. :D WOOHOO.

so today i was trying ot convince my mom. and then the whole MUN SPEECHES came in. T___T
i was like " i woudl strongly apprieciate it if you thought about this". OH SNAP. i dont talk like that. :O stupid mun. it came in handy though. i convinced her 80% woot. :D

hmmm. i'm so dang busy :O
firday-GOOD LUCK CHARLIE <3
saturday-monday: CAMARILLOOOOOO! beach and shopping and eating. (:
tuesday: movie marathon
wednesday: NSO
thursday: FIRST DAY OF FREAKING SOPHOMORE YEAR. <3

things to look forward to.
1. VBALL SCRIMMAGE AT PIONEEEEEER. (:
2. MOREA ND MORE GAMES!
3. vampire diaries. :D
4. HELLO DANCE. (:

uhm. so far. thats about it. :D whoooooot.

i'm gonna go watch home videos now. :D of me adn my brother when we were young. fun stufff man. its hillariouuuuuuuuuus. (:

ps. i really love fly with me. the song. <3

SCHEDULES SCEDHELUES SCHEDULES!

omg. we got them todaaaaaaaaaay. :D WOOHOO!! all my teachers changed. :O like the changable ones. so my schedule is.

2. cordova (math)
3. perry (human)
4. barry (spanish)
5. palmieri (english)
6. zoikowski (chem)
7. brice (athletics)

(: so basically jensen became cordova, homstad became barry, and baillie became palmieri. YET. jeremy got the exact same schedule as the one on abi. T__________T so not fair. but i guess my teachers are pretty cool. except cordova. i dont know how she is. x)

so faar. the most ppl in my classes are allen tang, and jen shishido! (4 classes)
i have three in a row with charles. and yeaah. thats the most classes i had with someone.

SO YESTERDAY! i went to the taping. :O IT WAS SHO MUCH FUN. the guy from icarly, jonah, he was acting in it. and hes so cute. :D

and on friday we got guest ticekts fro JASON DOLLEY. holy shaaaaaaaaatnips. :D I'M SO EXCTIED.

adn then we're going to camarilloooooooo for the weekend, adn nso on wednesday! and school on thursday.

we've got a couple of days left. lets spend it together. :D

i feel like i should write sometihgn else. but i cant remember it. x)
OHH. jeremy if you read this, i left my schedule and my alegbra book at yoru house. >D can you bring it tomorrow to the IC meeting. thaaaaaank you. (:

OH RIGHT. my locker number is 953. :D its the party locker hallway. ;D with the pings and the pongs and the qians and the platts and the woos and teh ravichandrans. :D and the rest of those asian last names. HAHHHHHAHHHAH

If time were still
The sun would never never find us
We could light up
The sky, tonight
I would see the world through your eyes

the boy's too shy.

(: i was at priyanka's blog. and i just noticed the song kiss the girl on her blog. i dont like listening to songs. so i either stop it or i mute my computer. but today i decided to listen to the song.

the guy in that video is kinda ugly. XD. hahahahahah

Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my
Look at the boy too shy
He aint gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Aint that sad
Aint it shame, too bad
You gonna miss the girl

since when was that you're gonna miss your girl if you dont kiss her? i still like the idea though. AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

wonderful! now all of this is gonna be in italicized. just greaaaaaaaaaaaaaat. -____-

so yeah. carwash today. which was a complete fail. we probably washed like 10 cars total? AND i didnt take any pictures at all today. so alice has to upload them. but she takes FOREVVER! so alice. upload soon please. ;D

i just found out that i'm gonna go to the "i'm in the band" set. :O ISNT THAT CRAAZY. i'm going tomorrow. that boy is pretty darn cute.

thats hiim. logan miller. he came in ghost's of girlfriends past. as the young conner. so eyah. i'm going to thhhat tomorrow! fun stuff maaaaaaaaaan. :D but we have actuall tickets to that.

but now i dont know if i'm allowed to go to good luck charlie. D: I WANNA SEE JASON DOLLEYYYYYYY. ):

but yeaah. :D pickup day is on wednesdday!

OHOHOH! i got my vball jersey today. :D NUMBER 60. (: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

bakesale!

guess what! another bakesal. yipeeeeee. -____- but it was FUN. surprisingly. usually i'm just there "taste-testing" the baked goods. making sure that they're all right. basically, i'm eating the baked goods. HAHAHAHAAH.

we splitt up this time into to sides. we did that last time too! but it didnt work as well. it was a lot better today. we made a lot in like 3 hours! so on one side it was jeremy and shivvy. and the other side was me and afraz. and emily was just running around in the middle.

it was supppppper fun though. :D so emily came on our side and she was like where's the money? cus afraz only let. 1.25 in the bag. and we were like "we got mugged. someone took all the money. i went to go throw the trash awaay. and afraz went inside" HAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHA. you should have seen her reaction. she was like about to cry. XD and she was holding her stomach. and yeaah. fun timmes man. :D

uuhhm. i posted really early today. i usually write everything at night. but i guess i have time so i'm doing it right now. yipeeeee.

uhm. i might go to the beach ttomorrow. yaay!

week schedule:
mon-vball practice, then carwash (8-4.30)
tuesday-vball practice, volunteering (8-4.30)
wed-vball practice, registration (8-9.30, and then 2-4)
thur-vball practice, IC mttg (8-9.30, and then 4)
fri-GOOD LUCK CHARLIE TAPING. HEEELLL YEAAAAH. (with jason dolley.). uhhm (11-10) x)
sat-thur (NOTHING)

SO! lets hang out guys. :D

sleepover.
movie marathons.
park

a wish.

i feel really inspired today. and i dont know why. so the next paragraph is gonna be some emotional stuff thats finally gonna come out of me. you can skip it and listen to my day. but thats probably as boring as well. sooo. yeah. do whatever you want. :D (this technically isnt the introduction)

Star light, star bright
First star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might
Have the wish I wish tonight.

everyone wishes. but do they really come true? you can wish at 11.11 or on a dandelion. or on a balloon that floats away. but we are doing it for fun. right? or do those wishes honestly come true. we went to the park today (for the picnic) and i found a dandelion. and i made a wish. (Get a dandelion that has gone to seed; that is, the soft white puffy kind. Make your wish, then try to blow all the down off it in one breath. If you get it all off in one puff, your wish will come true)
i didnt expect it to come true. it was just a wish. but it did.

freaky? or coincidence?

but. its not the first time happening. its been goin' on for a while. :D and sometimes it feels good cus i sorta think that "woow. god notices me. he makes these things come true"

everyone wishes. young and old. but i'm guessing you truly have to believe in it. like the polar express. for you to here that bell ring, you HAVE to believe in santa clause. and when you jiggle that bell, it'll make that beautiful sound for you. i think this is the samme way. so when you wish next time. believe in it. it might come true sooner than you think.





okay. enough of that. (: lets talk about today! yipeee.

i think today's picnic was the most failed picnic in the history of picnics. me and angel were there like at 11 cus mrs. hidalgo didnt have anything for us to do. so we just killed time and talked about elementary school. then allen came at 12ish with his fried rice. which was realllllllly goood. i felt kinda bad for him cus he was SO bored. and you can totally see that. but all three of us had some fun. calling paley and asking us to bring smoothies and all.

then catherine came (like at 1?) i dont know. forget the timigns. she came with drinks. and yeaah. after that alice came. well a lot later. and then we started taking pictures (which will be on facebook tomorrow!). allen didnt wanna come with us. x) after that chris made a surprise stop for a little while. and then left afterwards. OH YEAH! in the middle of all of this. chris, allen, angel, catherine, stephanie, and alice went to a paley house run. -___- and left me with all the stuff.

so i called allen to tell him ot bring me a smoothie right. and then after he spoke to me, he left the phone on. so i heard eveeeeeerything they were talking about. but they were just screaming and all. nothing big.

hmm. then jeremy came. and more pictures. and angel's dogggie came! torri! i loooooove that dog. :D and yeaah. so one by one they started leaving. and we started taking pictures.

seee. most failed picnic ever. x) catherine, alice, and stephanie left for teh beach. and i went home. thats basically it. :D

OH! and i got a ride to the bakesale tomorrrrow. thank you shivanti. :D yipeeeeeeee. so yeah.

super long post. sorta pointless. but its okay. ;D

OH. and yeah. i found this link. go look at it.

http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0IBX/is_1_10/ai_106059247/

ten things guys wish girls would know.

guys, do you agree with this? (you dont have to read the whole thing. i just skimmed through it).

pineapple carrot cake!

so tomorrow we're having a picnic. so i decided to make pineapple carrot cake. and its soooo good. i've made it alot for like other things. and its made from scratch! none of those boxed mixes that i usually do. x) its realllllllllly good. :D

i think i'm just gonna make those for the bakesale too. i'm rideless for the bakesale. x) i think i might ask shivvy or afraz to take me. x) depends on who lives closer to me. and who says okay. BAHAHAHAH.

i feel really tension-y and stressed out. ): i dont know why. maybe cus i decided not to go to the beach tonmorrow. and my muffins ALMOST got burnt. but i took it out at the right time. so it looks deliccccoius. and then i had a lot of poeple im-ing me. about stuff that i needed to get finished. and yeaaah. now as i write it out, it seems so pointless. oh snap! gonna go check on that cakke. i think thats it for todays post.

look on facebook for pictures.

AND.

wizards movie tommorrow/ cant wait to watch it!

haircut!

i got my haircut! on monday. X) its short. (super short) and layered. and i like it. :D (that's something new cus i always hate my haircuts!) ahahahah. usually they mess up. but this time its pretty good. i could leave my hair down, when its curly and it would not look bad. well. after i straighten it looks kinda bad. cus teh layers aren't really even. but i still like it.

so i tried to dye my hair yesterday. like a mahogany brown. but it didnt work. well sorta. you could see the brown in the sun. and my black isnt as dark anymore. its still black though. HAHAHAHA. SO YEAAH. i waste 2.97 on hair dye that doesnt work.

uhm. there isnt much to write today. i read isabel's artlice thign. :O it was so. ;OIGHkjagkhioagh. yeah. i dont know what to say.

uhhmmmmmmmmmm. yeah. bad post. X)

bake sale and light the night!

today was super obber fun. :D bake sale from 8.45-12. then jeremy's house. we had like a musical talent time. were angel was piano-ing, jeremy was guitaring and i was singing to the guitar song. and alice was like " i feeel so left out. i have no musical talent" or something like that. BUT. alice your a really good violin player. :) even though i've never heard you before. XD

bakesale: i was taste-testing everything. XD HAHAHAHH. and then i got a sugar rush. LOLS. and tim was like "wtf is wrong with her" LOLS. and we watched some of 17 again at jeremy's house. YAY!!

at light the night. all the volunteering we did was fold shirts. THEN it was fuun time. yaaaaeah. we got balloon hats. and caricatures. and facepainting. :) THATS fun. and i got free pizza. BJ'S PIZZA. hahaha. and then we waaaaalked. our walking group was me, angel, alice, catherine, tina, stephanie, jeremy, willy, and joe! isnt that fun?! willy had to walk barefoot cus hhis sandle broke (ahem jeremy ahem). HAAH. and then it was that dancing time. but that part was really boring cus we just made a HUGE circle and like one guy was dancing. its fun for like 5 min. after that it gets a litttle borring. X)

OH! and star testing results came out today :O i still have to go and see it. gaaaaarsh. i just got back home. and i dont know where it is. i guess i'll just look at it tomorrow X)

i missed isabel, chris, ralph, tiff, and charles today. ): wish you guys were here toddddddday. it would have been SUPER CRAZILY MORE FUN THAT IT WAS TODAY. next year fsho maaaaan. :)

uhhh. im gonna try to get 50 hours for keyclub before school starts. its gonna be all about keyclub for hte next 3 weeks. X) HAHAHHAH.

uh, thats pretty much it. OH. and alice made me those really cool bracelets. :D the hand made ones. i kinda want to learn. but i dont want to. HAHH. i really want a ring like that. i told alice to make one. HAHA.

ookies. goodnight. and goodmorn to tiff, chris, and joe! and anyone else who is on the other side of the world. <3

Angel Choi

IS A FANTASTIC GIRRRL.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

i love her
she so cooool :)

printer!

i'm in a summer clean up mode. HAHAHAH. cus i dont wanna stare at teh computer/tv all day. i moved the printer into my room now. and now i have this HUGE shelf. well not really a shelf but like an organizing thing. so i cleaned my desk out and oragnized it. :D no my desk is sho clean! thats unbelievable. XD

i think i have to go clean out the closet. next. adn then after that. the bookshelf. and then my room will be cleaaaaan! yippe. :D

our picnic got cancelled for tomorrow. ): last minute cancellations T_______T but i guess that makes it a me-angel-alice party at my house? i havnt asked my parents yet. well my mom said okay. depends on my dad now. XD

saturday is gonna be soo much fun. :) bakesale. then jeremy's house. then light the night! YAY! well the only problem is that i sorta dont have a ride to the bake sale. X) so me and jeremy have to figure that one out. BHAHAHHA. but i'm sho exctied maaang.

AND GUESS WHAT! me and cryslyn both made the volleyball team! YAAAAAAAAY. coach ole was like. you guys have to work really hard because by law, as juniors you have to be in jv. XD so i'm gonna practice EXTRA EXTRA hard with angel cus shes sooo good. (:

uhhm thats it. i guess.

yeaah i know. the title is reallly wierd. but i couldnt think of anythign better. teeheee.

your love is where i'm falling.

i finally got those two albums i wanted. :D (demi lovato and jonas brothers). BAHAHAHHA. i dont like demi's album that much. but it will most likely grow on me. xD i havnt finished listening to the lines, vines, and trying times.

I SAW THE NEW PRE-TRAILER THINGIE FOR NEW MOON. :O taylor lautner is hoot. XD cheek it out.

i also saw ratatoiulle today. i think i totally spelt that wrong. HAHAHH. its such a cute movie. (:

and and and. i took this facebook quiz.

"The thing that makes you happy,even though you might not realise it is love and caring. You like to spend quiet time at home wit...h your family or hang with your friends. As fun-loving as you are, you're also a very emotional person and would have a hard time dealing with life without the love ingredient. The ability to make people laugh is always on your side. Don't lose it. Careful though. Being so nice can go a long way. And having so many friends, some of which in constant need of attention, can be very stressful at times. Don't overdo it. After all, being so open and friendly for no apparent reason also brings in the threat of becoming vulnerable to traitors, hypocrtis etc... Trusting is always a risky business, don't let anyone invade your privacy, and never get too carried away in those annoying optimistic thoughts. Safety first (: Your ideal romantic match is an opposite of your character. He/she'll complete you in a unimaginable way and make you feel truly content, special... fulfuilled."


thanks for lovin' me. <3>

But you're so hypnotyzing
you've got me laughing while i sing
you've got me smiling when i sleep
and i can see this unraveling
your love is where i'm falling
but please dont catch me

*edit. i cant find a way to put that video on here. so i'll just put the link. :D you can read the article if you want to. but the trailer sorta sums it all up.

http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/movie-talk-new-moon-jacob-preview.html#watch