Thursday, September 29, 2011

to my bestest friends in the world <3

so before you guys came over yesterday, i was soo down and sad and tired. and i was just listening to music. and then fix you by coldplay started playing. and i dont know why. but for some reason i just started crying. i think its just that for some reason, if i havnt cryed in a while, all the tears get stored and some random moment (like yesterda) it just all came out. which was rather embarrasing cus i didnt even know why i was upset to be honest. and usually when im that upset, i like to be by myself and not talk about it. and just read/sleep it off. but obviously i couldnt do that cus we had to study for civcs (which i didnt do as well as i thought -____________-) but. i was kinda afraid for what would happen in case i accidently lashed out on both of you. but that didnt happen. and i dont know why, but you guys just being there made me happy. i didnt even talk about what happend that day, or why i was so mad. but i guess your guyses bubbly personality and your wonderful stories about vacationing in san francisco and buying food at south streeet just took my mind of things. (I AM SO CLEVER. SEE WHAT I DID THERE?!). but yeah. thank you for just being you <3
-archie