Thursday, March 31, 2011

theres been a couple of things on my mind.

1. i have no motivation to do ANYTHING anymore ): i come home. see my bookshelf. get a harrypotter book and go under my covers. for those coupla hours, its absolutely perfecrt. until my little jimney crickets starts bugging me about my homework ): i needa get back into routine

2. i think i'm finally finally finally finally over you. took me what, a year? a year of complaining, and giggles and all that other stuff. and i want to thank my amigos who stood by and wouldnt get annoyed and frustrated with my rambles. i love youuu (: i dont know HOW or why it took so LONG. but im glad im done with this phase. cus it means i can move on. (: so while you are happy with your crushes, i'll be happy with my harrypotter books.
i know it sounds kinda depressing, but harrypotter= my life. so its not really THAT depressing.

3. proms comign up! YAAAY. and usually i would go on about " im not getting a date. and" blah blah balh. but this year. im kinida not worried/i kinda dont care. tbh. idkay why, but i feel like it doesnt REALLY matter if i have one or not. no matter what happenes, i'll have fun. i mean after going to a bajillion dances stag, i think i got the routine down :D so yay!

i guess its a good point in the school year now. i think there are so many things going on that i just dont want to do anything. this goes back to the no motivation.
but other than that.

happy april fools
and happy birthday fred and george (:

Monday, March 7, 2011

thank you for all the lectures, but i think i know how to live my life and treat the people i care about.

Friday, March 4, 2011

what a rollercoaster.

i dont wanna ride it. but its too late. so i just gotta make the best of it.

hopefully, i can do it.


note to self:
keep marching on. you can do it.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

who said boys can be the best friends ever?

me.

who was completely wrong?

me.




i need to find new friends, or i'm gonna end up junior year with no friends.