breatth.

today was a pretty boring day, with nothing much to do. and thats not usually goood because that makes me think. think about things i dont want to think about. but my brain just wanders around and it connects things, that dont need to be connected. so the overall issue: i thought about things i tried to forgot. and generally thats not good. cus you know why? it makes you saddd. and its no fun being sad. but today, i wasnt sad, but i wasnt happy. its like reading a book and felt like you read it for no reason (cus it wasnt that good) but your glad you read it. now replace that with a friend! and thats my old somewhat-resolved problem. but i feeel bettter. its "persons" loss that such a good connection was burried away. and i have good friends that make-up for my so-called loss. (this is what happens when i have no homework -______-)

where did i go wrong?
i lost a friend
somewhere along
where the bitterness ends.
~ how to save a life, the fray