truth is, not all friendships are going to last. and i need to stop worrying about why it never worked out, and just remember all the exciting moments and conversations that i've had. i need to cherish the good memories, and move on from that.

i absolutely cannot start moping about why this happend, or would it be different if this happend.

i need to be thankful for the memories that i have made with them, and continue on, making memories with others.

however, some friendships do last, and it is important for me to not take them for granted. these people have kept me motivated, cheerful, inspired. i am not the person i am today without their influences.